Alt Cover (Sunshine 3)

My other codename for Sunshine was LadybirdBox because it's a story about a complicated mother/daughter relationship and also about a young woman whose entire life is about to be turned upside down...

Alan Gray and Minnow Dory

I know I already did one for Minnow but I like to put everyone in pairs. I feel like with each thing I write I am trying to do justice for putting Minnow in a refrigerator in Veritas. I see them  as cartel old guards who are good at what they do. I do kind of imagine Alan a little (for lack of a better word) pussywhipped.

CPShawna: Mmhm, but why is Alan's picspiration so much younger ?
SHV: It's an android thing ? I like the idea of him deciding to look younger and for Minnow to be with a man who appears younger.

My picspiration for older Alan is Paul Walker. I don't know how to write this out but so many of my picspirations have died young. Anton Yelchin was my Sawyer piscpiration, Paul Walker for Alan and I had Cameron Boyce as a picspiration for Noah Presley in Liberation.

Luce/Haley/Grayson

Luce's picspiration is a model I found on Pinterest who is close-ish, I imagine Luce with a little less gray hair and  less of a full on beard but  more stubble. Luce isn't happy about his cybernetics not working but I imagine him generally content with his life. Also for such a tough character, he is a total mama's boy.

Haley's closest picspiration for me has always been this photoshoot the model Emil (yes, Emil!) Andersson did in the early 2010's so I just imagine him looking a little bit older than this.

When I was looking for these images again  I came across what Emil looks like now and actually he's still a pretty perfect inspy (CHEEKBONES!). I think Emil is probably in his late twenties or early thirties but it works for Older!Haley.

It's hard for me to come up with an exact one for Grayson but his hair is supposed to be kind of a long undercut like this:

I'm not going to say much about the Luce/Haley/Grayson situation because I kind of wrote two prequel short stories about it....I'll probably share them sooner than later. I'd love to write prequels for everyone I just need some ideas.

Also, these are the types of Japanese tattoos that Rias and Charlotte have:

Sunshine 3
After a disagreement with her parents about  not getting the same chances Kenji is getting El runs away from home for the night. She goes into the Sprawl and is spending the night in the apartment Luce, Haley and Sara share and wakes up to see a news broadcast about her family's mansion on fire.

Sunshine 3
Playlist
-1- Heaven I Know by Gordi
-2- Rattle by Penny and Sparrow
-3-  Capsize by Grace Grundy

Picspircations (Sunshine 2)

 

It is picspiration time!  As I do these picspirations I'm going to include some headcanon suff.

The Washington Sisters

These models are from Pinterest, I don't know who they are. The two for Angel and Atsumi  look a little old but they have the mischievous vibes I imagine for the girls. Angel was a placeholder names but I decided to keep it and have her named after an Angelfish thus continuing the fish themed naming Jean Dory and Minnow Dory have.

The main reason I had to fudge the ages and retcon stuff from Burn was because I wanted El to be 18-years-old so I could do more adult stuff with her character.

The Parents

I love Gennifer Goodwin for Charlotte and it is really hard to find one for Rias but Steven Yeun in a few years is pretty close. In my headcanon Charlotte is 41 and Rias is turning 39. Charlotte parenting-style  is definitely overcompensating for how much of a "free range parent" Jean was for her.

The Grandparents 

Sara Grace is 68 and I imagine her a lot like Frances McDormand. In my head Sara is working through some stuff about having been an assassin and killed so many people for a living.

Jean Dory is 61 and has some real Jeff Goldblum energy and (since this doesn't come up) has been retired for a decade but lives at Virtue.

Minnow is 53 and I imagine her as a sultry, work hard play hard  Marisa Tomei type. I also see her as kind of the cool aunt / mentor figure for Charlotte and Rias

I have some aesthetics for the other characters but we'll save those for next time!

Sunshine 2
So, I realize with the way I have this written I left more questions out there than answers but I appreciate your nitpicks, it helps me see things in a better way. It is SO hard because I have this all written out (including the blog posts) so I don't want to get  too ahead of myself.

Recap
18-year-old Eloise "El" Washington and her sisters have a little too much fun before going to be with their father when he gets out of brain surgery. They learn they have a neoluddite cousin named Kenji who is is in town. Their dad comes out of surgery and they all head to their family beach house for his birthday party.

Sunshine 2 ( I fixed the tiny font)
Playlist 

-1- Cymbidium by WMD 
-2- No Excuses by Meghan Trainor
-3- Sit, Still Look Pretty by Daya 
-4- Run Away by Killa Manila

Let's Try Something New (Sunshine 1)

LSAM
In my documents Pulse is called LSAM which stands for Let's Solve A Murder! This serial came about after I wrote about Luce/Isla's interaction in Built for Sin and I just wanted to write a little more of how they relate being the two people closest to Haley...and then it got away from me. I wanted to try my hand at mystery, explore a little Rias/Charlotte and  fill in some other gaps.

I'm not sure how I got it all out but I did and I somehow developed Sunshine in the process.

The Name Game
I mentioned in the comment sections I have a character name document from 2009 I sometimes refer to. I'm going to share part of it.

This is a group  of names that I guess Past!Shawna thought were good male protagonist names:

As you can see Past!Shawna underlined Grey (this later became Alan Gray), Rayne and Luce for Veritas.

• Felix was used for Harlow's friend in Sundays/Compulsion
• Milo was used  one of the mimics in Mimic
• Griffin was used for one of Rayne's bodyguards in Vice
• Shad....I think was used in Veritas when they go to Neoluddite land ?
• Blackbird was used for a blackmarket doctor in Veritas and Vice

IDK if I like any of these other names all that much anymore...

Okay, this was fun I'm going to do one more:

These were my "soft girl" names (yes, yes all of the sections are color-coded in a super stereotypical gendered way.)

Twyla and Isla became main characters. I used Persephone in Compulsion for a bartender at Luxor. I think Harley inspired Harlow...I've used a lot less of these.

Sunshine
So, let's move on to Secret!Vice aka Sunshine. I started writing Sunshine in January 2019 and it REALLY got away from me. What started as a one scene flash fic has turned into a 26k+ serial shaped thing

Sunshine and Pulse have kind of informed each other in a way so it's weird to be writing Sunshine "solo" now.  It has morphed a lot as I've pushed my own boundaries and just went there with character decisions. Of course all of that means nothing to you all since you have no idea what it is about so let's get into it. You will notice right of the bat I accidentally stole a name from Lile. I literally didn't realize it until a few days ago....

Sunshine 1

Sunshine 1
Playlist
-1- Good as Hell by Lizzo (This was the first song on the playlist...I totally had it before Kirsten Gillebrand)
-2- Most Girls by Hailee Steinfield
-3- Room 4 by 36
-4- Mama Say by Betty Who

More Memes + Double Chapter Post (Pulse 8 and 9)

So, Vice has 11 serials/short stories/novellas and I feel this Tweet on a deep level. Sara and Alan have really been pushed into the background!

The exact reason I go on long hiatuses:

Me with my UL short story

 

Maxwell/Haley in Sundays:

 It Me:

I feel personally attacked by this one :

 This one sums up the biggest problem I'm having with Secret!Vice:

Character names have been hard for me these last few years but it's been really difficult for these last few short stories. I'm 2024k in Secret!Vice and characters still have placeholder names for side characters I need to change. I have a document from 2009 (😱) with a list of names I like and I've actually reached the point where I've exhausted the list. So...yeah, I related to this meme.


I sort of love these memes because I didn't make any of them or Google for specific ones but I relate so hard to nearly everyone. I never thought of these serials as "real writing" but maybe they are ? Okay, that's enough giggles back to murder!

Pulse 8 + 9
Our first Double chapter post!!!

Recap
Haley pays an at home visit to his new client, a well known priest. Luce learns that Linz was a paid informant for the government and after looking at a timeline Haley created of Linz's location before the murder Luce questions Charlotte about why she may or may not have murdered Linz.

Playlist 
Chapter 8
-1- Falling by Animal Feelings

Chapter 9
-1- Can't Hold A Candle by Brennin Hunter
-2- Say it First by Sam Smith
-3- Patient by Carolina Pennell
-4- Anywhere by Attom

Suing 1D (Pulse7)

 

I didn't know much when I go started on Pulse but I knew I wanted to write this collar pin in somehow.

Dear Lile,

I think you may have to sue Liam Payne and Rita Ora because this music video has some SERIOUS Litany Lane vibes. Tattoos aside:

CPShawna: Why...why were you looking at that music video ?
SHV: The 50SG soundtracks have been music finding gold

I'm trapped in this meme right now with Secret!Vice...memes post incoming:

Pulse 7

Pulse 7
Recap
Luce figures out  Linz was seeing someone named Fisher Cross at the Magnolia restaurant and confirms his identity with the sommelier, but then he has a malfunction with his cybernetics and forgets everything.  He never said the name to outloud and is now back to the drawing board....

PLAYLIST
-1- Overwhelmed by Trevor Ransom
-2- last piece by Lykke Li
-3- Bibo no Aozora by Riyuchi Sakamoto
-4- Take Me To Church by Tomas Lee