Friday, September 18, 2009

Seperation Anxiety

So, I have been having a bit of separation anxiety with United Light. As many of you have noticed it is reaching it's end and while I want to keep it going I am having a hard time keeping the integrity of the story. I have cycled through 3 different options for the continuum but, I think United Light will have to end. I have written myself into a corner.


Of course I say that but, the characters won't leave me alone so I am thinking I will have to pull a Linda Leigh and create a new series following the same characters.

I am tentatively thinking of calling it Ultra Violet and having it deal with some of the more illicit parts of United Light. I do have a general idea but, I will admit the words aren't flowing and it is actually hurting me more than I thought. I am having postpartum depression or something, lol.

I can reveal now that the overarching theme for United Light was about "The existence between good and evil or light and dark." I wanted to challenge people's perceptions of every character. We think drug dealers are bad people but, can we see Sawyer as a bad person ? I posed United Light as a type of "cult" but, can they really be called bad ? That was what I was playing on.

I just realized I have writer's block.

7 Novels and 4 short stories later it was bound to happen. I need a Venti Salted Hot chocolate.

Sorry to post such a downer.

20 comments:

  1. awww ); Hey Shawna if you are ever in Gravelston, TX stop by for a free drink !

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  2. *Hugz* Ultra Violet sounds like a great name, would it be a sequel ?

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  3. plz plz plz pull a Linda Leigh, I love your novels and UL was such an awesome Idea.

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  4. Writer's block happens to everyone it makes you seem so much more human. I'm not sure about salt in hot chocolate.

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  5. Yeah, I'm still torn on whether UL is good or bad. I mean Cult has such a negative connotation. I bet the end is going to be awesome.

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  6. Ultra Violet is a cool name, I bet if you made a website it would be awesome.

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  7. *hugs* x 2 I don't want UL to end ):

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  8. It's a good thing you don't have kids, LOL. Did you mean new series ?

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  9. I for one am happy that you care about the intergrity than how long the story is, i would love to some UL one-shots or a new series.

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  10. eehh, I'm afraid of what the corner might be. I think things end badly for Juliana. IDK. I hope things work out for you.

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  11. It's intersting how people don't see Sawyer as a bad person but they see him as a jerk, not for the drugs but because of how he treats Juliana. Can't wait to see what comes next.

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  12. Poor Thing, maybe some music will help inspire you.

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  13. Poor Thing, maybe some music will help inspire you.

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  14. Are we going to learn the other 3 options when you are done?

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  15. I am so sending you that hot chocolate, I hope things get better. Maybe JB can help ?

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  16. Is is really . . .over or can we tear down the walls of the corner.

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  17. This is your first time getting writier's block, it must suck, but I don't want Ultra Violet to be Pr0n

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  18. Don't give up Shawna, I don't think I'm ready for the end but a sequel sounds promising.

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  19. For me, I think United light is good and Sawyer is a bad person, I mean Caine is the only "evil" part of United Light.

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  20. Barista_girl-- Thanks, maybe I'll make the 12 hour drive one day,lol. Don't worry JB gave me a 75 dollar gift card last year so, I'm good.

    Linda_Leigh-- Thanks hon ! Not really more like same characters, just a different story. We should talk later.

    Carie- Did I just invent a new word ? I really want to continue. I will try.

    Maylights - I know. It is delicious, they say women like sweet and salty flavor so if you are female you would love it!

    Carleigh-- That is how I intended it to be. The ending is turning out to be a frayed knot, though.

    Cinderella_Castle - If I made it, it wouldn't be but, if one of my friends did, maybe !

    Tabby - Thankz, me either

    Alexa- I would totally smother my kids if I had some, I know. Just a new name for a new plot maybe.

    Darcy_Lover- Yes, it is my main concern. I don't know if I could do some on-shots, I just don't know.

    Sunset - It's not to bad. I will say I was going to kill atleast one character off in the beginning but, I don't see that happening anymore.

    Sinful_Night - Excellent observation ! That is interseting.

    A . Harlawights - Maybe, I think I need to hear some new music.

    Natalie- Sure, it depends. I may use them all.

    Latina_Princess - Thanks ! JB has his own problems right now . . .

    Aym- I'm tearing down the corner or atleast trying. That reminds me RIP Swayze.

    Hillary- Lol, I don't have filters on here. I'm not going into Jackie Collins territory or anything but it would be just a different story.

    Candi - I'm trying not to.

    HoneyBees - Or is he ?

    Thanks for the pity fest, everyone. Back to the trenches !

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