Thursday, December 17, 2020

The Anatomy of A Scandal / Years 27


 Guys, I don't know what is going on with IntenseDebate and I'm a little worried it might be down for a while because their support blog hasn't been updated in 6 years... If comments are still wonky next time I post, I'll export the blog to a new URL and use Disqus. I'm going to finish up the comments:


 

HolliWeen 

Yeah, I think Luce is partially at fault here he should have kept it professional with Imogen. I feel like Haley should have clocked she would be a problem sooner.

 

I agree, Luce knows he is at fault and Haley was just trying to give her a chance because he likes helping people. Neither of them expected her to do something like what she did. 

 

ScropionPin (June)

I feel like it's controversial but I think Price has a point with some of the jailbait stuff.

 

Yes, Price is supposed to be correct. I know Them isn't a well known site but they usually have good thoughts about LGBTQ issues in a more intersectional and critical way beyond something like The Advocate.

 

Trichelle

 mmmm, I knew that Reid was going to come back and cause some trouble

 

I needed for there to be a reason all this old stuff would be so readily available so I wrote in a documentarian! I would say Reid is being a *little* opportunistic with the whole thing but not intentionally trying to cause trouble. 

 

SLODGER:

I was so hyped when I heard experimental fiction and this did not disappoint. The AMA was tough to read because I didn't know what to believe but I really liked all of Maverick's stuff.

 

I was afraid it would be confusing about what was real and what wasn't so I tried to dispell the untrue stuff right after it was said.

Tabbi

I ship LivDoher and HurleySeason...just throwing it out there.


*throws on conspiracy hat*


Hmmm, Liv's avatar looks like one of those dollmakers ? I wonder if that means anything SHV .. .

 

I'll talk more about the usernames and avatars in the post but they literally mean nothing. A lot of dollmakers have a randomizer button so I would use that to create a quick random avatar.

July

🙃


Somebody needs to talk to DarknessBind

 

So...I basically went to the Supernatural fanfiction page, sorted it by explicit and then doctored up the first entry I saw, stealing both the title, description and tags from the first few things I saw. That person's actual names is DarnkessB*o*u*nd. I felt gross making it but I really wanted a Too Far moment that would fuel a backlash to the backlash.

 

Corriander Season 

I can tell this was a total labor of love with the care given to each detail. AMAZING. Hun, I have to know was this the grand unifying vision for the entire serial ? It's like you put down breadcrumbs along the way that all fed into this opus !!!


Also you should write all the internet headline titles from now on !

 

I wouldn't say...labor of "love". Just me being silly. I knew I wanted to do something like this when I started the serial, if I wasn't going to do it the serial would have ended at the wedding. 

 

HappyApple

Okay, Who thinks SHV needs to write a 21st century epistoalry novel about a group of sexfluencers trying to become successful in LA ?

 

I think it would be so hard to do something like this from scratch. Fun idea, though ! 

 

HelloDecember 

Is Nova the only reason Haley doesn't want his relationship with Maverick public ? I wonder how people would react if it was out in the open.

 

 I think he wouldn't want it all over the internet and be "internet famous" no matter what. But if he didn't have Nova he probably would have just admitted it when people started digging and putting things together.

 

Sundance_Girl

*Pointing gifs!*

 

I needed a "voice of reason" in a section so I finally decided to use a comment section name.  

 

Darcy_Lover

Uh, SHV was there a world where THIS was the last chapter. I'm not ready for this to end. Haley is my new fav and I need to know he has an HEA

 

No, I would never end it with something like this. 

 

StrawberryMarg 

Did they shade Reid's documentary ???? Clunky and poorly lit

 I wanted to make it clear that it wasn't a fairly low budget and obscure documentary which is why no one found it for a decade.

 

 Lorrie C 

I think it's nice that Luce just needs his circle to believe him and that's it. I feel like more people should operate like that.

 

Luce is also in a unique situation where everyone in his family knows what Haley used to do.

 

LOTRMom

Okay SHV. How long have you been sitting on this ??? No wonder you used that .gif in the post. This has spoiled us !


I feel so bad for Astumi, Eloise andMai to have this on top of losing their parents.

 

I started working on this chapter in the Fall but I've had it outlined since Spring.  Eloise and her sisters are the one perspective I think gets lost in this.

Topaz

I guess posting that photo was Haley's hamaratia. I hope he learns from his mistakes better than Nova does. They need to lock him down.

 

Yes, Haley has always been a little vain. As for Nova, jury's out....

 

Topaz

I guess we are so used to seeing Haley happy and sunshine but he was kind of mean to Luce in this chapter when most of this is on Haley and his actions

 

According to Lile, I once said something about characters being allowed to be angry...that's a little bit what this is. He's taking some pent up frustration out on Luce because of his relationship with Imogen. 

 

CA_Blues

....oh...the female youtubers have less subscribers..


#truthinfiction

 

I can't remember how much thought I put in the subscriber count (that tea account with 9 million was probably too many subscribers...) but in my head the female influencers have straight male fans while the men have gay male fans and straight women. 

 

Petunia

No, SHV you got the internet spot-on by being able to break down all the tropes of internet drama. Luce and Haley are really going through it. I feel like they will have some peace when Nova turns 18.

 

I haven't really thought about this, but they probably won't. Nova is very high maintenance and will probably continue to bother them.

 

 Okay, on to the post.....

The Dorkiest Waste of Time 

I knew from the start I wanted Years to show Haley's past accidentally going internet viral. I thought I'd blog about how Years 26 came to be.

When I started drafting this section around April I wasn't planning on using the images and was  going to basically do what Lile did in QC. That was my big inspo for this. I knew I wanted:

- A viral post

- The backlash 

- Backlash to the backlash and....backlash to the backlash of the backlash ?

I spitballed some headlines and then some random tweets. This is a screenshot of my very draft-y outline, I didn't edit this  screenshot so some of this stuff is real raw:

It evolved from there. I wanted to capture that thing on the internet where it stops being about real people but what they represent. And then show the consequences on real people when the internet does this.

It's why I ended up bringing Maverick back, I realized he would be useful in the whole internet drama of it all.

When I finally sat down to draft the chapter in Fall I decided to make it all non-narrative. I decided to use the Buzzfeed article format to guide the story a little better instead of having a chapter of random tweets. 

The new article headers are all some screenshot, "white out", re-type with close font basic-ness.

 Original Them:


SHV:
 

Original Medium:


 SHV:


The original Refinery29:



 Me, stealing...IDK why I made it italicized.

 

I'm not sure how or when I came across the social media post generator idea. I think I vaguely knew you could make fake tweets and went from there.  For the tweets I used TweetGen. For short iPhone convos I use ifaketextmessage. For the YouTube I used fakedetail. I used Zeoob for Instagram.

 Zeoob has a lot of generators but the formatting is off . I used their iPhone one for longer convos an because it shows time stamps.

The Guru Gossip was kind of a clusterf*ck. I had this brilliant idea to just make a text box in Microsoft word and then save the textboxes as images but it didn't go exactly how I planned but I got it there.

The Process

In order to create chapter 26 (with the way my brain works) I basically wrote out every piece of text that appears in a Word doc and then went back and made it into a tweet, headline, article etc.

The draft:

 

The final product (the names got changed for some reason)



I just kept snipping, whiting out and cropping my way through it. I also tried not to use faces. Then I just sort of put it together.

The biggest time suck was creating a bank of profile photos and usernames...most of the usernames are takes on existing usernames I found under a viral tweet or on a GuruGossip page. I was just trying to get it done so I didn't create any hidden relationships between the avatars. I didn't want to us real faces so I focused on dog pictures and icon makers. 

It was a fun project !

Chapter 27 

A picture of Haley and Nova goes viral online but starts to impact Haley's life IRL when a former nurse starts posting about him on Reddit.

Chapter 27

Playlist

 -1- Tracking Aeroplanes by The Echelon Effect

 -2 - i'm so tired by Lauv and breathe by Lauv

 -3- Intentions by Justin Beiber


Sunday, December 6, 2020

Years 26; An Experiment

This is not the last chapter but I promise Years will be less than 30 chapters...

Random Picspirations

I just happened across this photo that kind of reminded me of Maverick...but now that I look at it, the model looks a little young. At this point Maverick in Years he is mid-30's.


I also can't remember if I said this but,  I imagine Roxie as Margot Robbie or one of her many dopplegangers. 

 

 

I've also discovered 2017 Dylan Sprouse has some  Nova vibes.  Mostly the hair length and glasses, he'd just have to be a decade younger...




 

 

 

 

 

Years 26



 

 

 

 

 

 

So, this entire chapter is a...bit experimental. It is told with no prose. I make one reference to the comment section and there is no real reason for it.

Recap 

In August 2019 Charlotte and Rias are in a fatal plane accident, Luce's depression comes back and he attempts suicide for the third time on Christmas. He checks into to a mental hospital, meanwhile Nova gets in trouble for breaking probation and gets 30 days detention. 

Alone on NYE,  Haley spends time with Maverick--who he had been seeing prior to the accident and makes his resoultion to get his family back on track.

By Valentine's Day they are back together and Haley is putting all his emotional and mental energy into keeping it that way.

This chapter will explore a little bit about what happened in the aftermath of Charlotte and Rias' death.

At the end of Chapter 25 a photo of Haley and Nova is being discussed on Twitter, but let's go back a little...

Chapter 26

Playlist

- Electric Love by Born

- Everybody Wants to Rule the World by Tears for Fears

- Breathe 2.0 by Vincent

- Fuck It All Up by DOLF

-Liar by LEON 

Sunday, November 22, 2020

VNTD LYT ? Years 25


 

2009 Shawna: IDK, I  know this probably wouldn't happen IRL but lets do like a modern day cult. It  exists within society, it's been around for a long time, there's like money tied up and it's generational and there's like some sex stuff, blackmail and branding. A young blonde girl escapes. I know crazy:

2020: 

 


 

When I wrote United Light my only cult reference points were some MSNBC documentaries aboutu Jonestown and some research on Branch Davidians. I had a hard time imagining a cult existing in modern times and ex-members lives.  One day, not anytime soon, I'd like to sit down and re-imagine United Light, maybe even go more psychological thriller ? But I also like the post-UL women's fic stuff. 

IDK, UL really got off the rails...speaking of serials going off the rails:

Years 24

Most of what is fueling Years is that I wanted to hit some plot points in the Vice!Verse, including Charlotte and Rias' death.  I think if I wasn't trying to hit some of those points and get Nova to the age he is in in Nova, this serial would have ended at the wedding.

Recap

It's 4 months after Rias' death and Christmas 2019 doesn't go exactly as Haley plans. It ends with Luce in a mental hospital and Nova spending 30 days in juvenile detention because he attempts to apologize to his friend Brixton and ends up getting arrested on a probation violation...

Years 25

Playlist

-1- 

One Touch by Jesse Gline

CANDY by BAD CHILD 

-2-

This Will Be by Natalie Cole

Diddy Bop by Louis the Child

Falling For You by Peachy! 





Sunday, November 15, 2020

Analog Frog (Years 24)



I can't believe how many of you picked up on my mention of the nail polish color Analog Frog. In chapter 23 Mavrick randomly picks it up while looking around Haley's room. It is a real polish from Smith & Cult (I forgot the company name in the comment section). There is a little story behind why it shows up:

 

There is a deleted scene in Nova where Nova explains that the chipped sparkly purple nail polish he is wearing is from when his Dad painted his (Nova's) nails the day before he died. Nova hasn't taken it off in three months and been looking for where it went off to and gets upset when Sara says she found the bottle but it's dried out and Luce gets upset with him for yelling at Sara.

I needed a name for the nail polish so I think I just went to a random "too cool for school" makeup brand website and picked a purple color. The scene got deleted because it seemed like there was too much fighting in the scene but I always kept that name in the back of my head.

What's Next ?

I've sort of avoided talking about what is next because I don't have much. And unlike last time I did an exit I'm 100% at peace with this. In the last 12 months I wrote most of Sunshine, Release, Little Miracles, Nova and all the three AUs so I think...I may have burned myself out.

I think when I finish Years I'll TDOSH the rest of The Lost Sentinel and share what I had wanted that to be.

I have plans to write an 8-10K Extended Epilogue of Years that directly ties to SWM.  And I have an idea for a quickie short story  in the Harrison High world from Nova's POV. Then I'll probably send Lucely & co into retirement.

I'm going to let the cat out the bag and say a chapter of Years is going to be told completely through non-narrative story telling devices. It will be all in texts, transcripts and documents. It's taking a lot of my "creative energy"  (blergh, that sounds pretentious) to put it together in a narrative form so I really haven't had the time to work on anything else.

Recap  

Haley's brother dies in prison and he and his sister Isla reunite in California to bury him. Nova goes back to Chicago with Isla for two weeks because of his behavior  and his parents have some fun. After an intense session at a club, Haley reconnects with Maverick over karaoke. But they are interrupted by Nova having anxiety nightmares. 

Almost exactly a year later Charlotte and Rias are in a  fatal plane accident.

This chapter is going to pick up at Christmas time, about 4 months after the accident and there will be some intentional head hopping...

Years 24

Playlist Playlist (I've reached the general mood round of playlists.)

-1-  Dancing on My Own by Thomas Loof

-2- My Only Wish by Britney Spears

-3-  You Know It by Colony House

Are You Bored Yet by Wallows

 As I'll Ever Be by Chaz Cardigan

Saturday, October 24, 2020

A Little About Nova Chapter 23




 

Dear Lile,

My head is still spinning from Rogue's ending and just how much I fell into that serial...are we calling it a serial or shot ? I could "listen" to you talk about your process, hopes and dreams all day. I was re-reading the comments and I feel like the least I can do with my platform is throw some nudges for an update about Red Booth. Either way,  I am so excited for everything coming next!

Speaking of Red Booth, Lile made a comment in my comment section about not mentioning accessibility in NYC in Goodwill. I saw it as Tomas  knowing how to navigate his areas of the city. I think there is mention of him being carried in the basement at the tattoo shop. I brought it up in Years because they are all unfamiliar with the city

 Nova

I wanted to talk about Nova a little bit since this is the first time we are getting  him from an adult's POV. Nova is partly the way he is as a result of free range parenting. He spent most of his childhood and preteen years being watched by Sara and Luce and they both have a very early 80s idea about parenting where kids stay outside the house and just come home before the streetlights come on.

Because Nova is friends with Holland, who is older and had to grow up quickly herself, he tends to get involved in things he is too young for. Also, Haley hasn't done the best job creating the parent/friend boundary.

A loft of his behavior is the behavior he had in the Vice!Verse but I think it comes across differently IRL.

Recap

After their 6th attempt at IVF fails, Haley and Luce decide to stop trying and focus on Nova, who has been getting into increasingly more trouble posting inappropriate pictures and sneaking out to meet an older boy. Just when Haley decides to send him out of state with his sister Isla, he learns his brother died. A brother Luce didn't know about...

We're still in summer 2018, this picks up a few days after the last chapter....

Chapter 23

Playlist

-1- Delicate by Taylor Swift

-2- Piece of My Heart by Janis Joplin

-3-  Now or Never by Halsey

Sunday, October 18, 2020

Years 22 Burn Baby Burn

 

SHV with Rogue Hangover: Ummm...hey we wrote and titled this post like two weeks ago and moved it to this week.... right ?

CPShawna: Yeah....

 

Burn

Haley's godson Sky is going to make a couple more cameos and I kind of forgot what how to write him  so I ended up...re-reading  Burn over break ? Burn was this really random thing I wrote but...it's maybe one of my top 5 Vice things ?

I'm not saying it's good, because it really bounces around in genre and tone, but it captures so much of what interests me. It had the SFF element, some mild cyberpunk leftovers from Vice and takes some big melodramatic turns which are always fun to write.

Sky is a lonely kid who always wanted a family and when he discovers he has one he expects to find the loving, functional, whole family he sees on TV and instead finds the exact opposite.  At one point Lansing Prescott is just wandering around drunk and treats Sky like the 3-year-old he lost as he grits his teeth through a  sham marriage with Maxwell so Maxwell can be president because even though he's seen Maxwell's dark side he's still in love with the idea of him.

I think that's why I subconsciously gave Lansing a mini-HEA in this. I'm not sure I  know how to flex my cyberpunk muscle anymore but their is a certain "cold cruel world" aspect that doesn't exist  when I jumped it in modern times. I just want everyone to be okay...but I miss the darkness 😈

UPDATE: Uh, so Lile talked about this serial in her Rogue wrap up and I do not remember anyone having sex in front of anyone...it's from a 16yo POV so it wasn't on page but maybe I inferred it ? Now that I think about it...I didn't read the last chapter...it's not my fave, I like the melodrama parts.

Years 21

I really had fun breaking away from prose with that last chapter. The chapter originally opened with Haley at Nova's school and as they fought in the coffee shop they do a reveal of what had happened in the previous year but it felt very info dump-y. 

Years 22 

Recap

Sara Grace turns herself in and spends 11 months in federal prison. She is now free to live her life and decides she wants to spend half the year in New York with  her daughter Twyla and half the year in Las Vegas with Luce and Rias.

Nova is kicked out of school for possession of marijuana and has to go to school online. Despite Nova's mounting behavior problems Haley still wants a baby and after they learn Luce's sperm are nonviable Twyla agrees to be the surrogate and egg donor. In my head that chapter was fall 2017 and this chapter is going to cover about six months later in summer 2018...

Years 22

Playlist 

-1- Rain on Me by Lady Gaga

-2- Sorry Not Sorry by Demi Lovato (I picked this song weeks ago, I swear)

-3- Silence by Marshmello (This one too)

-4- Beige by Yolk Lore